Happily Ever After

Not to say that I'm happy or anything, because I'm anything but.

Needless to say, this has been the best year of my life. (Not to say that I've lived a long life and all, but I'm just speaking the truth.)

I've laughed, shed tears, grown a little, lost a lot, but it was all worth it.(:

I know it's already at the end of the year and all, but I've JUST realized that sometimes... It MAY be lovely to fall into the dream of trustworthy people all around you... but reality is.. people fend for themselves.

I'm not saying that people don't give a crap about others (if that were the case, NO ONE WOULD DONATE TO THE POOR HUNGRY CHILDREN OF SUDAN!! OHMYGOSH!), it's just people think about themselves first, right?

Ok, everyone does something because they WANT something out of it.

Like.. Even if I do my best to save the children of the Sudan, it may not be because I want fame or power or money or anything..

But it doesn't really mean I don't want anything right?

I want to feel satisfied by saving them. That's what I WANT.

So there's a difference.

Okay, I've gone from theorizing to doing charity.. O_O Sigh..

It's always been hard for me to share my feelings and thoughts... and well, even though SOME people say that they're open about their entire lives... it's just. Not true.

They share what they're doing daily, but have they ever sat down and told someone what they FELT.. really felt at that time?

People rarely do.

And I guess that when the time comes when one is willing to open up, the other person freaks out and runs off.

So okay, I don't wanna be a bummer.

So let's recapture today's festivities!

2A1 FOREVER *heart*

Had a class party at 10 am this morning, lots of laughter, lots of fun, lots of scandals, and LOTS OF FOOD!!! FML...-.-

Yi Qiong and I ordered RM150 worth of fried stuff for about 50 people.. So yeah.

Hey I thought we could manage. I mean, technically.. Those kind of food is not really filling right?

WRONG. o_o

Okay, after stuffing down as much food as possible, we started playing Truth or Truth.. which is technically just truth.-.-

At first it was just us girls with nenma and nenba but then the other guys joined in.

Ohmygoshhhhh, first time the guys are willing to play this game! DAMN HAPPY! :D

Hahahaha, ZI HENG AND YEE TENG! *HEART*

Seriously we laughed until we almost suffocated today. Well, at least I did!

Hehe, brought my camera to school, though I was kinda afraid to use it :x

Damn shocked weih when Mr Sin came to our class and Wei Kee and I were using it.

Still, at least we captured some memories.

My most favourite picture would have to be the one where Michelle does her yeng pose... non-purposely! (yeng then yeng already... cannot say purposely also ...)

Then back in class we continued out game.. AnnQi HuiEr WeiKee YuZhen JiaYu YieRuey Zhendonq (: Ahahaha. Awesome right? :D

HAVE TO PLAY AGAIN SOON. AND THIS TIME MORE PEOPLE!!!!

Let's plan an outing!

I can't wait to see you guys.

Thinking back about today... I realised I'm getting less and less sad and more and more happy.

It's all about perspective I guess. (;

It's about wanting to look through to the smog to find the beautiful colourful rainbow (:

THE END...

And I lived happily ever after,

Qi Cheng

P.S. I STILL haven't found the sh*tholes that stole my notebook, be warned:

I'LL FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE! DON'T THINK I CAN BE EASILY FOOLED.